Humm, I haven't open this in a long time.   Forgot it was even here.   Noone online anymore so I don't spend much time looking at this stuff anymore.  Well anyway hi to my friends,,, long time no see.  Have a good weekend.

 

 

I went on my very first airplane trip last week..  I don' t think I would do it again.. That is unless there was a very..hot vacation waiting for me at the other end of the trip...lol... where I would be wined and dinned for the whole trip.. hot sex and pampered endlessly...lol... like that will happen.. Well I guess I don't have to worry about going on an airplane again. 

 

I went to see my sisters kids.. oh and my sister.  I wanted to meet them and see what type of people they turned out to be.  I most say they are all great kids.  I am very impressed with how nice and happy they were.  Kids I can very proudly say I am related to.  My sister has done a wonderful job as a mother.  I wish I could say the same. 

 

Anyway have to go.. think I lost the T.V. remote..lol

 

 

Oh it's Friday night,

 

I couldn't sleep.  Dreaming again something that upset me.   I wish I could stop feeling like this I know it didn't happen but the feeling is the same as if it did.  Hate wondering I think that is my problem.. wondering if I don't know the truth.  If I made a mistake in trusting him again.   blah blah blah..

 

Anyway have to think of something else.